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Dear blog…

U r my best3x fren ever…u r  part of my life, myself n my world…wif u,I can say n write down anything I like n u definitely will open up ur “ears”, lend me ur “shoulders” n give me so many spaces 2 me 2 breath smoothly…u’ll open up ur “eyes” but still remain “silent” no matter what happens when I need u in my ups n downs…but I know u r agreed wif me in every single moment coz silent tantamount to an acceptance..

 Dear bloggy,

I love u damn much bcoz u know me better than others…d REAL me in dis real world…d way I behave, d way I smile, d way I laugh n whatsoever…u know me well rite??when people hesitated me, when people thorn my heart into pieces, when people misunderstanding me, when people get angry wif me, I just replied wif a smile…”senyuman 2 mampu mengubat duka”…2 yg ak pegang smpai skrg….

My beloved bloggy,

Thanks cz always being by myside…when I realy frustrated wif my life,u’ll give me d best solution ever…u didn’t left me behind like others..in fact, u cheer up my day…even though I cannot listen 2 ur “voice” but realy thankful 2 u coz giving me some space 2 express my sadness, my guiltiness, my foolishness n my angriness by means of writing down my emotions, through u…thanks so much…

My dear bloggy,

Ko tau x ak ni sgt2 terer simpan perasaan??i mean perasaan sedih, kecewa, mrh n skt ati??my mum pn penah ckp bnda yg sme…ak ni la antra anak2 die yg sgt memendam perasaan…u cannot detect my feelings easily  s abc at d 1^st,2^nd or 3^rd sight of yours…so long I do not open up my mouth saying dat im angry wif u or I do not like u, people wouldn’t know d truth…even bnci cmne sklipn ak kt org 2, I stil can pretend dat he/she’s my besfren…some of my frens also said so…ak sgt pndai pendam perasaan…slluny if ak tgh mrh or sedih, ak stil blh t’senyum dgn ikhlasny kt org yg b’kenaan n treat him/her s usual…even tgh nangis pn ak blh senyum2…oh aini, u r totally insane…

Dear bloggy,

Im  not insane at all ok..i juz wanna take care of others’ feeling even dat person hurts me so much…ak sntiasa mahu m’jga ati org n lyn die sebaik mungkin…ak jg susah utk menolak permintaan org wlu kadang2 permintaan 2 susah tok ak tunaikn n sometime, mkn dri sndr…aini…wat happens 2 u hah??blh x jgn buat baik sgt2 kt org cz org 2 lum tentu akn hrgai pe yg ko wat 2…

My up-2-date bloggy,

Ak x kisah pe yg ak dpt dr wat sume bnda 2…ak x di ajar tok m’hakimi sesorg melalui pe yg die wat…there must be reason behind all his/her act…personally, ak assume sume org 2 bek…s long s die x wat jahat kt ak tp wat jahat kt org len, die ttp bek…trust my words…dat’s my actual assumptions towards others..