ak dh x ceria mcm dlu ke??knp lelaki2 yg rapat dgn ak a.k.a my abg angkat,my fren n my besfren slalu ckp yg ak ni dh x mcm dlu.........dh susah nk bergurau,susah nk gelak,susah nk senyum pdhal tu la yg naturally ak wat bl borak2 dgn dorg.......dorg ckp aini yg skrg siyes sokmo......dlu bka je topic ape,cnfirm ak yg pot pet pot pet mengalahkn mak murai...bnda yg siyes pn ak jdikn lawak sbb ak x ske stres2....ak ske tgk org gelak bl dorg dgn ak n ak sgt3x ske gelak...my ex bf lak ckp dlu ak susah giler nk nangis tp lately tangisan tu dh jd 1 lagu...dlu die ckp even though berat giler mslh ak,ak x penah pn nangis n xpenah pn tunjuk dpn  org betapa lemahnye ak dgn sume bnda tu tp juz 1 col,ak dh nangis teresak2 dgn die......

at 1st  ak fkr die yg slh menilai ak...ak ttp mcm dlu....kuat n tabah...tp makin ari makin ramai lak yg ckp ak ni dh susah nk gelak n senyum.....even though certain people tu ak x  penah face to face tp byk kli dorg ckp yg ak dh berubah...dh x ceria mcm dlu.......am i already lost the old aini yg ske wat lawak n gelak2 tu??huwaaa....rindunye nk jd aini yg dlu......x ske aini yg skrg.......aini yg skrg t'lalu lemah n dh x kuat mcm dlu.....sikit2 nk nangis...sikit2 moody......MOTIF???????

the end.....

my life is quite miserable lately.....sudah sehabis b'sabar...sudah sehabis redha tp mungkin ade kekurangan d pihak aku sendri smpai otak d serabutkn dgn hal remeh sebegini sedangkn hal yg patut d utamakn ditolak tepi n dipandang enteng......

cukupla skli perkara tu terjadi.....jgn d ulang berkali2....jadikn sume tu sbgai pengajaran......bangkitlah kmbli.....kejar cita2 dlu....jgn lupa yg dri ini hmpir2 quit study d sbbkn hal remeh sebegitu......broken hearted.......most of people around me penah mengalaminye..so knp mesti hukum dri sndri smpai jd mcm ni??smpai effect my stdy last sem.....

mcm yg penah ak ckp dlu.....he will come back 1 day but when de day comes around,make sure ko xkn lembut ati lg....if he dumped u once,never give him chance to re-change de fact anymore...if he can dump u n make u suffer a lot,so he has no reason anymore to come back...not even one....n now,die dh kembli smula......jual blk ayat2 manis die tu...but so sad,im not interested anymore on u...

my life has to go on watever hapens b4.......nvr look back...let de past b past.....jdikn iktibar tok mulakn idup bru n prove to him dat u can live urlife to the fullest,full of joy n hepines even he's not wif u anymore.....keraskn ati n jgn sesekli lemah dgn pujuk rayu die lg...sbb klu die dh penah wat skli, x mustahil die blh wat lg tok kli ke dua n sterusnya...don let urself b a victim anymore....

u'll nvr get any opportunity anymore to win my heart....juz once but u r already missing it........so sad bcoz 

i'm already being sick and tired of people who doesn't have consistency in appreciating people and easy to forget whenever he or she got the thing that seen to bring temporary happiness, at last when it is over, they start to find back the people that they throw like a rubbish and the scenario keep repeated for the entire life as long there is no one try to end the story. For some situation the best way to have happiness is to put -THE END-

so now im de 1 to put de end of our relationship ever.....