life is getting harder,harder n more harder each day..dugaan yg turun tnpa d sangka2..im almost give up of my stdy..nyaris2 nk quit sbb dh x mampu nk teruskn lg perjuangn tok genggam segulung ijazah..
everything changes..my stdy plan pn totally change..sume berubah dlm sekelip mta..nk x nk,kna wat perubahan drastik tbe2..n im blur..tetbe rse dunia ni gelap gelita..selang msa sehari,sume berubah so sudden..n im lost..im down to the earth..frustrated so much..cannot think anymore n trus wat a huge decision yg akn ubah msa dpn ak nti drpd a bright n light future to the darkness 1..
my inner strenght gone..ak x nmpk pape..fikiran ak kosong..dh x mampu nk fkr pape..yg ak tau,"i hv to quit my stdy..i hv to..i hv no choice anymore..wat else can i do except making dis decision..d only way out for me..yes, i hv to do dis..nothing else matter"..
without consulting others,ak wat keputusan cmni..due to financial prob,hiding these from my family n certain frens n dugaan yg muncul tbe2,ak lost sgt3x..air mta cme kua settitk dua je..xtaula nk ckp ak ckup tabah tok hdapi dugaan ni or ak dh penat hdapi mcm2 dugaan smpai airmta pn dh xnk kua..after 3 days,ak ttp cmni..sikit pn airmta x kua..ak pn cnfius..tabah ke or lemah ke ak ni!!!
but thanks to shakinah.ika n wan munirah n also akmal zamri sbb sntiasa ad d saat ak perlukn kekuatan tok teruskn perjuangn idup ni..yg x hnti2 m'dengar n bg nsht..yg sme2 kongsi my pain n my sadness..yg x look me down even once..im realy thankful to all of u..b'bekalkn semangat yg koag berikn,ak akn terus melangkah wlupn perit..
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