bl single,rse sunyi lak tp bl kapel n dpt bf ntah pape,bek xyah kapel..even skrg ni im litle bit lonely tp ak x ready lg nk in a relationship dgn spe2..ak pcye cinta tp based on my experiences, cinta b4 kawin sgt2 x menjamin pape..so skrg misi tok m'cri jodoh yg sbnr n b'cnta bgai nk rak pas kawin..
siyes skrg rse sgt2 xnk b'cnta lg..once org nk rapat,cnfirm ak jauhkn dri..malas n muak dh..hope kekal la cmni smpi ak ketemu jodoh ak..amin!!!!!
but deep down inside,ati ak ni dh ad penghuni tp based on our real situation,xde kemungkinan blh bersama smula..dh 2 taun ak ske die even ni mcm sebelah pihak tepok x b'bnyi la..even camtu,even hbgn ktorg byk surut dr pasangnye,insyaAllah yg berhak tntukn sglany adlh Allah..so no need to worry..keep praying 4 his safety n hapines whenever he is..always..doa dlm diam..
actually,ak ad soklan nk tny dri ak sndr psl die..my question to myself goes like dis:
'aini,knp ko ske die bgai nk rak erk??"
my answer:
"ak pn xtau npe ak ske die smpi skrg even ktorg dh putus dlu..nk ckp ak hepi giler bl dgn die, xde pn..bl kua dgn die,mcm kua dgn org yg educated gler..nk kna behave n manner..die x suh pn react camtu tp naturally prangai ak jd camtu bl dgn die..nk wat prangai giler2 ak slme ni pn x leh..bl dgn die,dok pn sopan..x gelak t'bahak2 mcm yg ak slalu wat..x wat lawak bodoh..x b'tikam lidah..x b'debat ttg topik2 x b'faedah mcm yg ak slalu wat dgn kwn2 llki ak yg len..sgt manner la s a conclusion..after ptus pn even jmp,stil camtu..pas die anta ak blk,cnfirm ak dh tngkap leleh pastu..nangis org2 sbb sedih tbe2..mmg stpkli pas jmp die ak jd snsitif camtu..lps putusla..ntahla..awaitla ak blh ske die thp gaban cmni after sume yg die wat kt ak slme ni???knp3x???ak bek doe..x materialistik pn..x penah mnta pape kt die..well.its my fate..redha!!!!
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