i wanna get marry..so much freaking bad..i wanna hv my own family..to raise my own babies..to spend time wif my beloved..to b a pious wife to my hubby etc..
but when people asking me for marriage,so sudden i become frightened to death..n slowly trying to avoid them..n later,refuse to reply their text..
i wanna get marry but at de same time im afraid if im gonna gv them false hopes..love n marriage r  siyes matters..n i juz wanna marry someone dat i love de most n spend de rest of my life wif him..
for now on i prefer to b alone without having any siyes relationship wif others..

im gonna turn into 25 on dis coming 16/2/2014..at dis age,i hv to think bout my future already..