Saturday, January 7, 2012

losing my mind

i think i already lost my mind....
y??there are so many reasons behind all these....
but the root for this reason is him.....
that madly guy who causes me lost my "BRAIN"....
yup...dats u..yes, u....dont look at another guy because the 1 who makes me like dis is u...definitely u,zaqrul hisham...dont pretend that u r not in guilty at all......
huh...if i hv power,if there is no law in this country,if there is no humanity inside me, i'll operate u....
take away ur heart,take away ur brain and throw away all the two organs of yours into sungai rajang or whatever sungai it is to be eaten by crocodile...
at 1st, i wanna throw away ur organs into sungai pahang but cannot2....
it's too near with my hometown...
if i do so, i'll keep on remembering u whenever i go back there n there must b a sense of guilty inside me..
of course i don wanna remind u anymore..
there is no use at all...
opss....even though i dont do so, u r already lost the two organs inside ur body right....
y??if u hv a heart,u wouldn't do this to me...
breaking my heart into pieces..
throw me away n get back to me whenever u wish for..
oh God, he's really inhuman...
besides, if u hv brain also, u'll think 1st before saying those "keramat" words to me until i hold into it  n kept it tightly til now...
oh...how stupid i am cz believing on u,the black shadow....*ur new nick name huh....
u dont even keep ur words that  u said to me.....
u r a big liar......
of course u r....
but whatever it is, im still loving u......
BENCI!!!!!!!!!!!! 
i hate this feeling.........
i hate u.........
two thumbs up to u coz u r the 1 that successfully open up my heart n making me fall in love  all these while after being single 4 the past 5 years n u did it successfully by breaking it back...syabas!!!
*honestly, deep down inside, how could i get anger to u if my love towards u r growing bigger n bigger each day??of course i cant......all i know is i love u more n more n even more,day by day.....

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