little bit sad...

wat d "fruit" is going on??
til when??
im not doing pretty well...
dats y dis thing hapen 2 me once again...
even though i already predicted it but in certain extend, i wont such thing hapen again,again n again....
but d truth was revealed...
n s wat i predicted n having such "petunjuk" in my dream, dat thing realy comes true...

m i 2 gud in dreaming sumthing dat might b hapened n comes true later on???

then become a reality n frighten me so much....

it has hapened several times b4 n dis time comes around also...
is it my fate 2 b like dis??
damn tired bcoz of dis matter....
2 more semester 2 go...
juz b more stronger plz..

i stil hv opportunities 2 improve me myself...perhaps...

i hv 2 grab all those opportunities 2 b more succeed in my life...
juz change d way im standing rite now....

d way im thinking of...
change everything 2 d beter one..

i hv 2 take d step 1st....forcing myself 2 move on...
lookin' into a new direction...
lookin' into a beter place 2 live in...

i hv almost 3 months 2 analyze myself wat im gonna b after grad...
n thinking deeply about my "gloomy" future...

im afraid i couldn't do well while people count on me...

but do remind dis,if karpal singh can b a great n famous lawyer nowadays even he graduated wif only 3rd class of degree, so do i...juz trying ur deadly hard 2 b like him...u definitely can do it if u wish n give d best effort out of all....yup...u can do it aini but u lack of self-independent n self-esteem...dats y u b like dis...