kesilapanku...

pernah aku tanyakn dlu,"knp awk ske sy?knp x pilih org len je?kn ramai lg pompuan cntik2 kt luar sna..."

he took a few minutes 2 answer me...
then he replied, "sbb awk a future lawyer...sy xnk pompuan cntik2 cz dorg 2 high taste"

ak snyum je dgr jwpn die cz 2 bkn jwpn yg ak tgu2 dr mulut seorg llki...

pas putus dgn die,i met another man...
he confessed 2 me about his feeling...

i also asked him d same question wif a man before...

he smiled n replied me...
"if sy ckp sy ske awk sbb awk cntik, mst awk ckp kecantikn 2 akan pudar jg 1 ari nti....if sy ckp sy ske awk sbb ati sy sndr yg dh jtuh syg kt awk, mst awk ckp ati 2 bl2 msa je blh berubah cz ati 2 Allah yg pegang n kte ni cme peminjam je...so xd reason sy ske awk...tp d sbbkn awk siti noraini,sbb awk sndr, sy ske awk..." 

dats d answer i was waiting 4 all dis while...

in between.......

ak keliru dgn perasaan sndr...
knp msti wujud lg sume ni??
ak sygkn kamu tp ak t'pkse lpskn kamu pergi...
ak rndukn kamu tp cme bayanganmu yg mampu ak gapai kini...
ak rindukn kamu...gelak tawamu...renungan matamu...snyumanmu n segalanya ttg kamu...
tp kini sumenya sudah b'akhir...
ak takut keilangn kamu tp itula yg t'jadi...
kamu bukan milikku lg...

*dedicated special 4 some1 who said he likes me bcz im a lawyer 2 b

in contrast,

sy sgt2 sygkn awk....
thanks sbb hadir dlm idup sy n melengkapi kekurangn sy...
sy ske mta awk cz mta awk cntik...
sy ske awk sbb awk cntik...
sy rndu sgt2 kt awk...

u don hv any idea how much i luv u in every second,each day...

stp ari die ckp bnda yg sme tnpa jemu n die tnjukkn sgt2 yg he loves me deadly much

*dedicated by an another man who loves me bcz who i am...

but deep down in my heart...

im sori...i couldn't love u back cz dat "some1 who said he likes me bcz im a lawyer 2 b" had already stolen my heart n he never return it back...im sori....really sori cz im not supposed 2 let u fall 4 me while i m stil hoping "some1 who said he likes me bcz im a lawyer 2 b" 2 b mine bcoz i cannot let him go out from my mind...my heart is not yours but him...awk llki plng bek penah sy jmpe...awk willing trime sume kekurangn sy even though awk tau sume sal my past experiences...sy mmg buta cz x mampu nk bka ati ni tok awk tp tlgla bg msa kt sy...sy tau awk sgt2 t'seksa n t'luka stpkli sy mnta awk bg sy msa tp cme msa yg blh mengubat luka d ati ni....tlgla b'sbr dgn sy wlupn dh byk pengorbanan yg awk wat tok sy slme ni...maaf cz sy x mampu nk bhgiakn awk mcm awk bhgiakn sy...maaf sy x mampu nk korbankn perasaan sy wlupn perasaan awk sndr awk korbankn tok kebhgiaan sy...sy mnta maaf sgt2...ni sume slh sy.....sy x patut hadir dlm idup kamu b'2 sbb pasti ad pihak yg akn t'luka hebat...

i love u more than spongebob loves jellyfishing...

sandy loves karate...

mr crabs loves money....

squidward love clarinette...

i need u like plankton needs d krabby patty secret's formula...

n i really want u 2 know dat i love u most of d time, in every single moment...

i didn't think it was love, i told myself it wasn't love, i deceived myself, but my heart kept calling ur name..i take one step towards u, push u one step away..but no matter what I  done, u still grow in my heart in every single moment !!

                                                                                  

               

funny when someone can break your heart but you can still love him with those tiny little piece....

funnier how those tiny little pieces can be broken to even more tinier pieces and you still loving that someone...

n it is obviously funny when im still thinking about u, counting on you, hoping 4 u, dreaming of u n loving u no matter what happens...

Till The End Of Time

Till The End Of Time

Come take my hand
I won't let you go
I will love you so deeply
I will love you until the end of time

I will be your baby
Promise not to let you go
Love you like crazy
Say you'll never let me go
Take you away from here
There's nothing between us but space and time
I'll be your own little star
I'll be shining your world
In your own little universe
I'll be your girl

wanna be the one to love you
I wanna provide
This loving that you're giving
I ain't frontin' on this love
Can you you let me love you ? head to toe

Boy come to me
Let me turn your rain into sun
You don't have to worry
I Promise I'll set your heart free
Let my love run to your soul
You go
I Go
We Go

Can't you see me?
I just wanna love you
Cant you believe me?
I just wanna be with you
I just wanna live for you
I'll never let you go
Bring your love to me

I will be your baby
Promise not to let you go
Love you like crazy
Say you'll never let me go

cintailah aku sepenuh hati...

Di dalam hatimu
Telah aku temukanerti kebahagian

Bersama dirimu
Aku merasa berarti

Sanggupkah dirimu
Untuk bertahan
Hingga waktu tak berjalan

Mencintaiku
Walau bintangku tak terang

Cintailah aku sepenuh hati
Sesungguhnya aku
Tak ingin kau pergi
Takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini

Betapa hidupku takkan pernah sama
Bila kau tinggalkan ku
Tetaplah disini saling memiliki
Selama-lamanya

Tiada erti semua bila kau pergi

Genggamlah tanganku dan peluklah diriku
Saatku jatuh nanti menangis sepi

Cintailah aku sepenuh hati
Sesungguhnya aku
Tak ingin kau pergi
Cintailah aku sepenuh hati
Tak ingin kau pergi
Takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini
Tiada erti semua bila kau pergi

somewhere i belong...

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me

I was confused

And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind

Inside of me

But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long

Erase all the pain till it’s gone

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
I was confused

Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I

What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me

Nothing to lose 

Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong